Throughout this semester, I can't say there's only been one thing I've failed at. To be completely honest, I fail at a lot of things, a lot of the times and I often don't handle my failures very well and can be very harsh on myself for it.
One thing I'm still kind of putting on myself this semester, is not doing as well as I should be in this class and one other I'm currently taking.
Not that either class is terribly difficult, I feel that this class is one that can be very easily passed if you stay on top of things, and that was my problem, staying on top of things. I could say I am the best student and that I do all my work on time and study and get things done quickly and I totally can be that student, but often times, I am not.
Often times, I get caught up in my own things going on outside of school or put school work off until last minute and end up procrastinating the night before trying to get things down.
It's shameful, I know. But I'm letting it all out there, and admitting to it all.
I'm never proud of failing, whether it's failing a quiz, an exam, or a class, I always seem to not take it so well and I get pretty harsh with myself, because ultimately it is no one else's fault but mine. It could have been prevented.
I'm still working on learning how to handle failures in my life, be it small personal failures or big public ones but it is something I continually struggle with.
Ultimately, what I've learned from failing and what I continue to learn from failing is that there's always a new day, a new start to change your technique, change your habits and your point of view.
Failure is something we all face, whether we're successful in the end or not.
Learning how to cope with failure is something even harder, but definitely doable.
And I hope I keep learning to celebrate mine.